12 Jan 2012

接近尾声。。

12 Jan 2012
考试终于接近尾声了。。考了两个星期,明天就是最后一张paper了。。
到时就可以说我Merdeka了!!


现在,偷了一点时间上来写blog~
已经决定了,明天一考完,除了要packing之外,就是要好好坐下来写今年的New Year Resolutions
因为考试,这个任务已经拖了好久啊~~
难得今年听了两场关于新年愿望的道,所以有了很多想做的事。。


因此真的希望自己能仔细地写出,并且留个记录,好让自己在年尾的时候可以检查自己的成长


话说,这两个礼拜的考试,真的是感觉到都是上帝在动工。。
有些试卷,我的确不会做,而且真的是很不会做,就像我之前写的一样。。
但是就因为这样,神让我看到自己的软弱,看到自己并没有想象中的厉害
如果我没有祂的话,我可能更不会做。。
所以,我真的要感恩了~
然而,也有些试卷,看起来会做,但也不知道会不会score。。
不过这次我学乖了。。不要抢上帝的工作来作。。自己已经尽力了,剩下的就交给神!
当然,也有些试卷,读书时真的很害怕会不及格。。
但是在看到题目时也松了一口气。。因为比想象中的会作。。


这次的考试,我学习到一个功课。。原来不是我不厉害背东西,而是自己懒惰背罢了。。
幸好上个礼拜就觉察到这一点,所以这个礼拜就一直逼自己背~
其实,越读书我也发现当中的乐趣。。
那些课题我也会有兴趣~只不过,考试真的是为了考我们的记忆力罢了。。
所以再怎么有兴趣,要考试,还是得背 @.@


是时候去拼最后一科了~
我要靠着我的大武器- 上帝 来完成最后一张试卷!!

7 Jan 2012

My God is So REAL!!

7 Jan 2012


The God I believe is so real..every time, He knows my needs and send me His words just in time! Last night, I was in pain, din even know how was I going to study, but in the prayer meeting, He gave me this.. "Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me" (Psalm 23:4) and I cried for His promise..

Now, after my exam, I am scared of failure, but at the same time hope that He gives me a miracle, din know what kind of feelings should I have to face the problem. And here came a new email, from Max Lucado, with the title "Your Failure". I was shocked! 



And the following is what written in the email, and I sincerely thanks God for it..Amen!

The righteousness of God is revealed through faith in Jesus Christ, to all who believe. There is no difference, for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God. (Romans 3:22)


Perhaps the heaviest burden we try to carry is the burden of mistakes and failures. What do you do with your failures?


Even if you’ve fallen, even if you’ve failed, even if everyone else has rejected you, Christ will not turn away from you.

Psalm 68:19 says, “Praise the Lord, God our Savior, who helps us every day.” Every day!

Christ came first and foremost to those who have not hope. He goes to those no one else would go to and says, “I’ll give you eternity!”

Only you can surrender your concerns to the Father. No one else can take those away and give them to God.

What better way to start the day than by laying your cares at Jesus’ feet?



(written on 06/01/2012 Friday)