29 Jun 2010

时间滴答滴答

29 Jun 2010
大家知道我今天都在做什么吗?
呵呵,我逛街逛了6个小时!!
也许对你们没什么稀奇
但是对于一个很少逛街,而且在古晋这种小地方(比起KL)逛街的人,6个小时真的很恐怖也!
我去spring,又去boulevard,照片冲洗点去了3趟,去别人家拿我买的鞋。。
总的来说,就是一整天都在跑啦
在这里,我要谢谢我亲爱的,竟然愿意和我逛了这么久,而且还要开车
我买了一些需要品,也一直在找适合的黑包鞋(我超级难找到鞋的),以及适合的书包
最后的最后,终于买到了属意的鞋子,也要感谢他帮我选了这双鞋子
不过,书包还是没买到咯,唉~
今天一天就这么过了。。

对了,终于打算packing,不过我把衣服都拿了出来,却不知道要带什么
唉。。真辛苦。。
明天、后天。。。就要过去槟城了,好舍不得哦
唉~时间可以过得慢一点吗?

感触

看了雅宁的部落格,突然有些感触
有种想哭的感觉~
今晚他们在诗巫举办了升学前的最后一次聚会
看到了他们的照片,我伤心的不是我没在当中
而是想到了,不知道以后在怎样的日子,我们才会再次拥有这样的照片
The Last Gathering for Matriks Student
看了就很伤心

最后了。。。
当我们相聚,相识,相爱的时候,很像“最后”从来没有出现在我们的脑海中
但,时间就是这么地残酷
残酷到我的心好痛
即将分别的我们就要踏上不一样的旅程
认识不一样的朋友
拥有不一样的回忆
聊着不一样的话题
5年、10年后的我们,不会再是一样的了
朋友啊,心虽然痛,但还是必须面对,还是必须和你们说再见
当我们分道扬镳,各自追寻自己的梦想时
不求任何东西,只求你们记得我们曾经相识过
还是很伤心,呜呜~~~

今晚的月亮很圆。。
起初没联想到什么,但看到了雅宁的部落格之后
突然觉得,这也许是为了我们而预备的
“月有阴晴圆缺,人有悲欢离合”
是不是很应景呢?
不过呢,我要改一点
“月有阴晴圆缺,人有悲欢离合,你我相约在主里”

但愿我们能继续在主里相爱~

26 Jun 2010

倒数5天。。

26 Jun 2010
信还没收到~~
自己是个很没耐心的人,所以现在神在考验我的耐心,呵呵
昨晚去了大专之夜,一个神安排的晚上
得到了一些大学的消息,也从欣萍学姐那里得到了许多定心丸
哈哈,她一直告诉我们USM很好,很自由
学长学姐对我们也会很好,绝对不会欺负人
我最怕的就是orientation week,但是照她所说,应该没matriks惨,这样就够了
欣萍学姐也一直告诉我们团契很温馨
我听了也放心,因为我知道在外读书,我最需要的就是一个温馨的团契
不管之前有再多的疑惑,我现在仍然相信神为我开的道路是最美好的

去到那里,害怕找不到知己,但神必赐福
去到那里,害怕我和他的爱情不能维持,但神的手必托住我们的感情
去到那里,害怕面对前所未有的学习压力,但神的恩典必在我的软弱中显明
去到那里,害怕适应新环境,但神丰富的供应必使我不致缺乏
加油黄祖恩!有神在你身边,你必不惧怕!

父啊,求你给你的女儿力量吧
无论你在我的未来安排了谁来到我的生命中
愿神你都让我学习感恩,学习顺服

21 Jun 2010

书展感言

21 Jun 2010
三天的书展终于结束了
上帝给了我不一样的恩典
三天的书展我只需做两天,因为星期日老板娘坚持守安息日
所以我就用了昨天下午的时间去逛书展了
自己平时都没时间逛的
不过啊,越逛越心疼,唉~
我之前喜欢的录音娃娃,相框都被人家买了
这没关系,好不容易看中的两本书,只剩下最后一本,这么刚好也被人买了
心痛啊!!!
不过没关系,蒋瑞嘉帮我以员工价买了一本青年灵修版圣经
所以那是我唯一的收获咯
这样做工一下很像把我的时间推回正常的了
一早就睡,一早就醒,也不错嘛
希望能继续保持下去咯
明天就是我的家庭感恩礼拜了
又要忙咯~


18 Jun 2010

第一天工作

18 Jun 2010
第一天工作,累坏了
经历了不一样的经历,还被人嫌弃小只,不想要我们替他们工作,不过我们了解的
还好最好我的老板娘愿意收留我~
我有一个很好的老板娘哦,对我好好
从早上730做到晚上930,有够累的
站到脚酸,我都不知道要踩到几粒lemon才会这么酸也
不过还是很感恩,能够在那儿学习,也很享受
领到第一份工钱,真好!
感谢神,感谢老板,感谢陪我解闷的朋友们,感谢我的家人
大家明天要加油哦!!

15 Jun 2010

Take Goliath Down 打败歌利亚

15 Jun 2010
Excerpted from

Take Goliath Down

by Max Lucado

Goliaths still roam our world. Debt. Disaster. Dialysis. Danger. Deceit. Disease. Depression. Super-size challenges still swagger and strut, still pilfer sleep and embezzle peace and liposuction joy. But they can’t dominate you. You know how to deal with them. You face giants by facing God first.
Focus on giants—you stumble.
Focus on God—your giants tumble.
You know what David knew, and you do what David did. You pick up five stones, and you make five decisions. Ever wonder why David took five stones into battle? Why not two or twenty? Rereading his story reveals five answers. Use your five fingers to remind you of the five stones you need to face down your Goliath. Let your thumb remind you of …

1. THE STONE OF THE PAST
Goliath jogged David’s memory. Elah was a déjà vu. While everyone else quivered, David remembered. God had given him strength to wrestle a lion and strong-arm a bear. Wouldn’t he do the same with the giant? A good memory makes heroes.
“Remember His marvelous works which He has done” (1 Chron. 16:12). Catalog God’s successes. Keep a list of his world records. Has he not walked you through high waters? Proven to be faithful? Have you not known his provision? How many nights have you gone to bed hungry? Mornings awakened in the cold? He has made roadkill out of your enemies. Write today’s worries in sand. Chisel yesterday’s victories in stone. Pick up the stone of the past. Then select …

2. THE STONE OF PRAYER
Note the valley between your thumb and finger. To pass from one to the next you must go through it. Let it remind you of David’s descent. Before going high, David went low; before ascending to fight, David descended to prepare. Don’t face your giant without first doing the same. Dedicate time to prayer. Paul, the apostle, wrote, “Prayer is essential in this ongoing warfare. Pray hard and long” (Eph. 6:18 MSG).
Prayer spawned David’s successes. His Brook Besor wisdom grew out of the moment he “strengthened himself in the Lord his God” (1 Sam. 30:6). When Saul’s soldiers tried to capture him, David turned toward God: “You have been my defense and refuge in the day of my trouble” (Ps. 59:16).
Invite God’s help. Pick up the stone of prayer. And don’t neglect …

3. THE STONE OF PRIORITY
Let your tallest finger remind you of your highest priority: God’s reputation. David jealously guarded it. No one was going to defame his Lord. David fought so that “all the earth may know that there is a God in Israel. Then all this assembly shall know that the Lord does not save with sword and spear; for the battle is the Lord’s” (1 Sam. 17:46–47).
David saw Goliath as a chance for God to show off! Did David know he would exit the battle alive? No. But he was willing to give his life for the reputation of God.
What if you saw your giant in the same manner? Rather than begrudge him, welcome him. Your cancer is God’s chance to flex his healing muscles. Your sin is God’s opportunity to showcase grace. Your struggling marriage can billboard God’s power. See your struggle as God’s canvas. On it he will paint his multicolored supremacy. Announce God’s name and then reach for …

4. THE STONE OF PASSION
David ran, not away from, but toward his giant. On one side of the battlefield, Saul and his cowardly army gulped. On the other, Goliath and his skull-splitters scoffed. In the middle, the shepherd boy ran on his spindly legs. Who bet on David? Who put money on the kid from Bethlehem? Not the Philistines. Not the Hebrews. Not David’s siblings or David’s king. But God did.
And since God did, and since David knew God did, the skinny runt became a blur of pumping knees and a swirling sling. He ran toward his giant.
Do the same!
Let your ring finger remind you to take up the stone of passion.
One more stone, and finger, remains:

5. THE STONE OF PERSISTENCE
David didn’t think one rock would do. He knew Goliath had four behemoth relatives. For all David knew, they’d come running over the hill to defend their kin. David was ready to empty the chamber if that’s what it took.
Imitate him. Never give up. One prayer might not be enough. One apology might not do it. One day or month of resolve might not suffice. You may get knocked down a time or two … but don’t quit. Keep loading the rocks. Keep swinging the sling.
David took five stones. He made five decisions. Do likewise. Past. Prayer. Priority. Passion. And persistence.
Next time Goliath wakes you up, reach for a stone. Odds are, he’ll be out of the room before you can load your sling.

From Facing Your Giants
Copyright (Thomas Nelson, 2005) Max Lucado


Facing The Giants



Facing The Giants, 面对巨人
一部大多数基督徒都熟悉的电影
我第一次观赏这部电影是在labuan的营会
那时候看得朦朦查查,因为没有subtitle,自己的listening又不好
所以就间接影响到我的感触
今天,因为妹妹的朋友想看,所以我们就在家看了(其实我都不知道我们有这个dvd)
这次可是好多了,因为有subtitle,所以明白了很多之前不明白的对话
相对之下,观赏的当儿感触也就更深

我想到了小恩,想到了我自己,还有身边的朋友
也许我们面对的困难和戏中的主人翁不同,也没那么严重
但是这部戏就是要让我们学习面对心中的巨人
你敢说你心中从来没有一个巨人吗?
你敢说你从来不会对未来感到恐惧、不会害怕身边的人和事吗?
我们心中都有不一样的巨人,但是要打到这个巨人,是有办法的
“在神里面,凡事都能做”
Nothing is Impossible in Him!
这是打倒巨人的方法,也是我们该提醒我们自己的一句话
朋友们,我知道我们真的对未来都感到恐惧
面对新生活,我们有无措与害怕
但是不管怎样,神若替你关上了一扇门,就会为你打开另一扇窗
相信神,我们就能打败心中的歌利亚!!

如果没错的话,facing the giants 也是一本书
之前jeremy寄给我一个文章,就是这本书里面所写的其中一篇
我很喜欢,也觉得很有意思,所以下一篇文章就会和大家分享
^^